My goal is to become a producer, creating things I can sell. They might be crappy but I will be pushing against my lizard brain (by the way, I need to avoid trying to waste time studying/learning). Part of this is working on my project every day and setting deadlines.
Maybe it is my lizard brain which is making me fight setting deadlines. I used to chalk it up to deadlines not working for me and me not being good at business (this is true but in a different arena then I thought)