I think I have covered all of the background of me trying to get Andrea on board.
I think I have finally gotten her to trust that I will not throw the family under the buss. My next step is to show her proof that I can make money in the business.
I have a problem which I need to admit and I just realized it. I have a problem with completing projects. I am not sure what exactly is holding me back. Some of it has to do with a subtle version of perfectionism. It is the lizard brain that Seth Godin talks about. Looking back, I read Linchpin and Seth was talking to me and I was not listening. I am such an idiot.
I have spent all this time studying business and doing things on the periphery. I have built a site and I have coached a little. Nothing real to bring in money.
I was saying I was starting a business but I was lying to myself and everyone around me, I had a hobby.
It is time to reconcile this. My goal is to produce two products this year and actually make some money on them. They may not make a lot but I will learn from the process and get better.
This is part of the reason I am doing this series, I need accountability partners and by telling you guys this I will be more likely to follow through.